17th
Sunday in Ordinary Time Year B
Holy Family Catholic Church, New Albany, IN
7/25/2015
Where can we buy enough food for them to eat? This is
Jesus question to the Apostles in the Gospel today, how can we feed the people
here. Now, I want to look at the different answers his Apostles give him to
this question, but first let’s look at how John sets the scene for us. Jesus
has just crossed the sea of Galilea. We have been hearing the last few weeks in
our Gospels that Jesus crossed the sea quite a bit, and every time the Gospel
writers tell us that part of the strategy was to find some alone time, but that
never really worked, the people always followed, because they wanted to see
what Jesus would do next. And in this particular moment the people have
followed Jesus and his exasperated Apostles to the shore where there are five
thousand of them waiting to see what Jesus does next.
One of my favorite details that John gives us in
today’s Gospel is that the area they were standing had a lot of grass, thanks
John. But perhaps this can give us a clue to the time of year, it was spring
time and the time of Passover was coming near. So Jesus and his apostles were
probably thinking quite a bit about the story of the flight of the Israelite
from Egypt.
So in the midst of the chaos of the growing hoard on
that grassy knoll, Jesus asks his Apostles, where can we get enough food for
them to eat? Now Jesus knew what he was going to do, he knew the answer, but he
wanted to see what his Apostles would come up with. With school starting this
week, sorry to mention it, I can’t help but think of all the teachers who have
used this same tactic on me to teach something, Jesus is trying to see if the
Apostles get how Jesus operates yet.
And first we hear from Phillip, it is always the brave
student who answers first. And Phillip responds by creating a budget, Phillip
says ‘I have figured it out, to feed five thousand people we would need to have
two hundred days of wages, and we clearly don’t have that kind of money right
now.’ Perhaps Phillip went on to start thinking about fund raising strategies. Next
up to answer is Andrew. Rather than calculate all that they would need, Andrew
takes an inventory of what they do have, perhaps Andrew was hoping that the
people would be able to help themselves and Jesus and the apostles wouldn’t
have to feed the people, but alas Andrew finds that there are only five barley
loaves and two fish, his resourcefulness did not solve the problem, and in his own
failure to solve the problem he asks, “what are these few loaves for so many
people.”
We can be like the Apostles in today’s Gospel, because
I believe that if we listen carefully, Jesus is asking all sorts of questions
to us in our lives, some arise in the day to day challenges we meet and some in
the silence of our hearts. For those of you who are parents with children in
the house, the question might be similar to the question to the apostles today,
how can you give your children everything they need? Like Andrew you may be
taking stock of what’s available and saying, ‘there is only so much of me and
my time and my energy to go around! Those of you who are about to go back to
school are going to start hearing about the homework and the projects and the soccer
practices, and if you are like me you might ask, doesn’t the teacher understand
that I have a life outside of all this homework, there just isn’t the time! You
may calculate like Phillip: this paper will take me 5 hours, and that is time I
just don’t have! In the many responsibilities and worries we each have, weighed
against the realization of our own limitation, we can find ourselves saying
with Andrew, ‘what good are these for so many, what good is the little I have left
in me for all that I still have to do.’
But let’s look at Jesus response, everyone recline,
lay down for a little bit. Jesus tells the Apostles to stop what they are
doing, stop their calculating, stop their taking stock, and calm down, or as we
might say, Jesus tells the Apostles just to chill out for a second. We saw
earlier that John connects this story to the Passover and the flight from
Egypt. When the Israelite are at the end of their rope, God tells Moses what they
need to do that night, stay home and have a meal together, and God will take
care of it. When Moses is marching in front of the Israelites on their way out
of Egypt, Moses encounters the Red sea and cries out to God in frustration that
they would be led out of Egypt only to be caught between the Egyptians and the
sea. But God tells Moses, “be still and I will fight for you.”
Be still, calm down, recline, watch for the Lord. I
think these are the last things we want to do when faced with the seemingly insurmountable!
But see what the Lord does when we stop and watch for him! He sets the
Israelites free, he parts the sea in two, he feeds the five thousand.
So like Andrew did, we can bring the little we do have
to Jesus. This is what the offertory is for, as we bring forward the bread and
wine, pray not only that the Lord accept those gifts, but that in and through
them he may accept all that we do have as we try to face all that he has called
us to face. And then be still, and watch as it is blessed and broken and distributed
in the power of Jesus, the little we have transformed into the abundance of
Jesus’ gift of himself, given for us to receive. When we watch and wait to
receive from the Lord all that we need, we can be confident that there will always
be enough, and more when we need it, twelve baskets full, and even more.
